转眼间,我30了,今天生日,没有蜡烛,没有蛋糕,没有祝福,没有礼物……什么都没有。
三十而立,30岁人应该能依靠自己的本领独立承担自己应承受的责任,并已经确定自己的人生目标与发展方向”。简单一句话,30岁,人应该能坦然地面对一切困难了。
但是,看看我,一无所有,没房子,没车子,每一分积蓄,还欠着一屁股的债,天天被信用卡中心的人电话追着要钱。变得有点神经兮兮的,做事畏畏缩缩,也许还有点心理疾病,我想。
回头看看我以前走过的路,读大学前一帆风顺,虽然上的不是名牌大学,也算过得愉快。当年也是一意气风发满怀理想的有志向的人啊。
毕业那年,被同学说动,加入了他们的队伍一起做了一个公司,一没经验二无资金的情况下,两年后输得一败涂地。
只好重新做回老本行,干起了设计民工。为了微薄的薪水天天忍受着最挑剔的客户。
一直到今天,一事无成
年轻的时候经常幻想走在街上被钞票砸中,或者被哪个美貌富婆看中当个男性金丝雀,又或者哪天突然传来消息某远方亲戚孤老一生临死前指定我继承他的巨额遗产。
事实上,被钞票砸中比被陨石砸中的几率更小;凭我的相貌虽不至于吓到路人但也不可能被富婆相中;祖上八代贫农更不能有什么富有的远亲……
而且我也没有买彩票的习惯,走路虽然经常扫描地面,但是除了一毛钱硬币什么都找不到,想必有的话早被专业拾荒者捡到了。
看来这辈子就是这样了,恐怕是不会有什么机会发达了。
霍去病在我这个年纪的时候不仅功成名就,威震中华,而且都死了快10年了!
娘的。
我老爸虽然算个半知识分子,却热衷给全家人算命。
从小到大给我算了很多次,有一条似乎没变过:发达应在30岁以后。
这么说,今天过完30岁生日,明天开始我就不上班了,在家干躺着等发达
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