每天晚归的时候,都会看到小区楼下那个小个子保安,躺在一个破旧的藤椅上,呆呆的看着天空,也不知道他在想些什么。
之前是不认识他的,上次搬了一台电脑回家,主机加显示器加音箱,一次拿不完,就让他先给我看着,自己一个人抱了个主机爬上6楼,正在开门的时候,他居然抱着我那个老旧的大显示器也跟上来了。心里感动了很久,下去的时候就买了两瓶可乐,和他坐在岗亭前喝。
除了他,保安队的都是一些上了年纪的老头们,所以他刚来的那几天,就经常看到他穿着一件比他瘦小的身材大了很多的制服,面上堆笑的站在那听这些老头教训他。
到了后面就常见他一个人值夜班了,和他打招呼,他总是有些不敢确认似的堆出一脸的笑容,却不应我,也许平时和他问好的太少了吧。
也不知道他的确切年纪,应该也是30多了吧,不知道他是不是已经结婚。每天百无聊赖的躺在藤椅上看天空,他心里是不是在反思自己的人生呢?是不是也会有雄心壮志?是不是在后悔自己年轻的时候没去努力呢。
30岁的时候我们又会是什么模样?是不是每天如同小个子保安一样,无奈的打发着自己的人生?
虽然大学还没毕业,但上次在群里已经被归属为奔三的一类人了,三十岁。。。好恐怖!!!
再看到这里30岁后还无奈的打发生活的写照,心又紧了紧。。。。。。。。。。。。
看来,这十年一定要加油啊!
时间,真的过得很快,有的时候看到你文章中写的那一类人,就好似一面镜子。
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